Taking it One Day at a Time
New College Kid Clueless about what to do in life.
maybe its because they need me just as much as I need them. I got myself another one of those.
As much as a fixer Upper he is, he makes me happy. He calms me even when I know there’s so much wrong. He cares. Protective. But mainly, calming.
We can talk about the strangest things and enjoy the conversation but yet be so shy to talk about it.
He may be far from any parents expectations, but he definitely tries and makes the effort to be liked.
Maybe that is why, i fell for him.
After a frustrating day. Makes me smile a little. A little is more than nothing. And that, you shall be rewarded for.
I’m gonna miss you. I’m not even going to lie.
He came over to a family BBQ and was all awkward for hours. :P But I love that he came and made the effort.
Then we dropped him off at home. And I saw him again 3 hours later and we went to catch a movie.
Curfew tonight was 9pm.
I give him A for effort. :D <3
So yes…. I went on a date today.
then again maybe because it’s been a long time since I’ve felt good that when it starts disappearing…
I start emptying…
Because they all leave afterwards.